Well, well, look who's here after abandoning this thing. WHAT AM I DOING HERE, ANYWAY?

Looking at all the old entries make me feel a little sad, a little happy- bittersweet, I guess. I love all those old crazy memories, but I also feel happy that it's now 2009 and I've come this far.

Now who can tell me how to remove "HERE'S THE FINAL BULLET TO PUT OUR LOVE TO DEATH" because I'm a CHANGED WOMAN NOW!!!!

I now look forward to tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow... So much more to live for. I may not have everything, but I have eternity, and this is why I'm still here breathing.

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Will be coming back here though occasionally <3

WEDDING DAY (13-06-08)

2:30 pm Met Eliz at CCK MRT and walked to her house. Painted Eliz's nails and I kept messing the right hand up eek!
But she was really nice about it until Felicia called at 3:15 pm to say that she was lost and the house was really far. Which was a total lie. Felicia has no stamina whatsoever.

Painted (and messed up) more right hand nails. Amethyst and Jiayi, lost at 4.00 pm, took lots of wrong turns due to Amy's terrible sense of direction, and finally got to Eliz's house because Jiayi was smarter that Amy :D

5.15 pm Finally got out of the house, not before preening selves, moaning about how fat we are, screwing up Eliz's floor with polish haha! Convinced we were going to be the latest in the lit class to arrive.

6.45 pm Reached Khalsa Association. Reeeeaaaally hungry, Amy tempted to eat the furniture. Everyone in awe of Eliz's Kaulitz hair (which was pretty!) and met the rest of the girls.

7.00 pm Henna lady promoting services, fangirls rush to imprint names on arms. Heehee. Irene distraught on her many husbands and decides to go for a traditional print :D Everyone laughs at crazy idiots who take food with their arms sticking out.

8.15 pm Performances start. Eliz and I are totally in awe of the Indians/Punjabis who manage to shake their hips at 180 angles.

9.00 pm Feet hurt like mad from standing up. Dance starts.

9.45 pm Ears hurt from too-loud music and everyone decides to leave.

10.00 pm Managed to get out.

11.20 pm Eliz and I are hungry. Bought ice cream!

11.45 pm Eliz's mum drags Eliz off.

11.47pm My dad drags me off. Looks in fascination and disgust at Tom Kaulitz henna print.

Shopping Out With Elizabeth Lim

If you've read her blog half the stuff are all lies :) this is the real deal

1. I did not shout CHELSEA at the Man U event; Eliz did
2. I DID NOT BUY A SAMY DELUXE SHIRT. UGH. CAN YOU IMAGINE ME IN A SAMY DELUXE SHIRT!

Wait.
Can you smell something burning now? I think I see smoke coming out of her pants. Heehee.

Eliz bought a heartgrenade shirt (I won't say the band, take pointers from Bill) and I bought The Killers. (I don't even like the Killers.) But the shirt was like there and we just HAD to buy something and so tah dah! Not Cheap Band Tees

The Butcher very much resembles a happy llama I think. Now that he shaved his head, he looks like a happy bald goose <3

UNITED LIVE CONCERT LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!
JOCELYN ANG SEND PHOTOS OVER QUICK

Finally got rid of Science tuition teacher. Felicia and I were thinking of evil ways to sack him. But personally I would love to fling, wait, dump the two hundred and fifty dollars that I owe him in two dollar bills from the top storey of my giant mansion.
If I were that rich, that is. -slides into another Grace Kelly like daydream

It was so weird waiting for him to appear at my door.
Felicia suggested playing Phantom Of The Opera while a classic lightning strikes through the sky and the thunder booms in the background, while a shadow appears and it's...

...Ken the Physics/Chem tutor.

"It's an apparatition!" Well probably. If you have sleeping problems I'd gladly give you his telephone number. It really works I swear. Or your money back.

I need

retail therapy
G.A.B.E HOODIE(Getting that in a few weeks)
Schrei album (Getting that too. Did I mention how much I love Melody)
Images of Brendon Urie rolling around the floor in pajamas to get out of my head

Und und und und und

Tom Kaulitz

Ah-bviously.

...Maybe I will. Or not. Feelings can be irritating sometimes and denial is undoubtedly the worst thing. No, who am I kidding.

Impulsive decisions always kill.
Everyone should remember that!

(but I remember all our old photos)

ORLY
ORLY
ORLY
OH REALLY
Sorry Shaun :)

"GSS IS HERE!"
"I KNOW I KNOW I BOUGHT I BOUGHT I BOUGHT I BOUGHT I BOUGHT-"
"BOUGHT WHAT??"
"I BOUGHT-"
"Uh, You're not getting anywhere."
"A pair of pink pjs! They were on sale what, so I bought them"
"WHO WEARS PAJAMAS TO SLEEP ANYMORE??"
"But they were cheap ;("
"..."

( Read more... )

Bass lessons at Eliz's house are fun! And Zhongruan lessons because I know how to play Wang Fei Hong really slowly. But still productive :) Eliz thinks her room looks like a jail cell. I think mine looks like a playground because of the neon blue paint and the strategically stuck on roses and the huge number of Bionicles and soft toys.

( Guilty Pleasure )

Of course I still love Tom Kaulitz, but Gabe Saporta will always be my private eye candy.
I know I'm mean. But sometimes gangsta clothes make me dizzy.
Let me mention again: Tom Kaulitz is mine. I haven't gone off him yet, not a bit. So there. I know you know that!

If I had my way, I would have some things like putting the fear out of getting a lip piercing. Juliet Simms has one, and it's tempting! Really. But oh oh oh oh<3

I post meaningless posts.

(kisses poster.)

Firstly I'd like to thank Irene for her bootiful shoez <3 And for personally delivering it to my house that was really sweet. Love love.

Next. It would be really cool if you'd had the courtesy to ask me if I'd like my photo on your webbie. Honestly that pikcha was a real impromptu one and my fringe was all sticky. Couldn't you have just cropped up the damn picture of him and leave the three of us alone? Hellllo, none of us are in love with him.

Anyway happy birthday Alex Gerard and Zhenghuan!

(WE'RE GONNA BURY THIS TOWN T'NIGHT
WE'RE GONNA DANCE ALL NIGHT)

Mrs. Bill Kaulitz, look what I found in the latest issue of DiscoveryBox!

August Rush is loovly.

With love from Debbie, Eliz and Shana:

"The grass is always greener on the other side."
"No, it's greener on MY SIDE"
"I have the greenest grass"
"I don't want any grass. I want Tom Kaulitz"
"Bill!"
"..."

Grunge + Vintage

Er ist mein hübscher Kaulitz Junge. Arschloch! MEINEN.

x

Ich bin da, wenn du willst
Schau dich um, dann siehst du mich
Ganz egal, wo du bist
Wenn du nach mir greifst, dann halt ich dich

Screwed the Chinese oral. Nothing came out of my mouth on how a quarter of Singaporeans just don't exercise. As in it did come out in English but my mouth stopped moving when I tried to tell it to go Chinese. But it just wouldn't, damn. Xin laoshi was really mad.

(At everyone, actually. Heard the first half was quite awful too and Alex was singing Zao An Lao Shi.)

English was pretty okay :D though I had to lie about Grandpa getting amnesia which was horribly, stupid. And I felt pretty guilty but sometimes it's worth getting a grade.

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sinking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Küssen von 8 durch 10 Foto von Tom Kaulitz.
(haha perv just kidding.)

TODAY WAS SO UNPRODUCTIVE!
I think everyone needs goals. Yes, goals are definitely important even when you're shopping. Because you'll get frustrated and buy stuff on impulse, which I totally learnt today. Fortunately impulse shopping was okay today 'cuz I bought a lovely green tote bag which had a huge cut from the original price.

Anyway Elizabeth and Debbie and Kaining were all very nice <3 but as I said we should all have some goals. Or maybe it's just me rrrrgh.

Haji lane is always pretty yes, but the items all look strangely alike. Speaking of strange, did I mention how strange my tuition teacher is! Mom says he has probably had some nervous breakdown. Anyway Felicia and I can't wait to sack him in two days when his contract's up. Yippee.

Postarz are cool everyone should go get glossy A4 size pictures of their husbands.

Steamboat for lunch, really full now! Dear Uncle bought a (REALLY REALLY SMALL)purse from Bottega Vaneta that costs like $450 and it's like the size of this what, card holder. So everyone assumed it was a mother's day gift to my grandmother. "How nice! But wouldn't it be better if you got a bag?"

"...It's for himself."

Anyway, the point is, you can afford lots of stuff if you're single and you're doing banking AND YOU HAVEN'T GIVEN YOUR NIECES/NEPHEWS CHRISTMAS PRESENTS FOR THE LAST LET ME SEE TEN YEARS OF YOUR LIFE.

Selfish, selfish, selfish.
Hope he doesn't read this, eek.

Plus danke shon Eliz! Can't wait to see the skin. Shana is happy

xoxoxox

Tom Kaulitz is mine

MINE
MINE
MINE
MINE.

No, you can't share him :)
so there.



Tom Kaulitz liebe Shana fϋr immer!
And he's mine.
yeah bb <3

Mother's day shopping with Eliz, Melody, Felicia, Debbie and Kaining! Superbly fun and games haha :D Bought three pieces of jewelry from Diva and the rest got their mothers The Body Shop products/roses/specimens of Cookie Monster (?) Luvly privileged mums.

And of course there was the tempting self-shopping behaviour which tempted some of us to buy neon coloured nail polish and silk ties. And shades. And trinklets. Weehoo!

Dear God, I want
1. To convince Mum to let me get the purple hoodie from AA.
2. Gay gay gay capris.
3. a ticket to Tokio Hotel's year end concert
4. Tom Kaulitz (okay I can hear some shouts of "Again??!")
5. Tom to smile at/say hello to/hug me.
6. Cobra Starship to come to Singapore.
7. to hug Guy Ripley

Let's all mug and hope for the best. And try not to think of Tom Kaulitz/Gabe Saporta/Guy Ripley
I swear my head is a constant radio that plays on and on even in the exam hall (which can get pretty frustrating at times when trying to figure out trigometrical ratios.) I am positive I can live through this week.

... I'm sure I will. As long as I start mugging, like, now.

And it is so damn @%^&*(*&^%$@ hot. And there is an opressing smell of a body odour in front of me someone tell that fat ass to bathe please! Or put deodorant. Whatev. As long as I can't smell anything. His exotic scent makes it hard to breathe or concentrate.

so kiss me goodbye
honey i'm gonna make it out alive
so kiss me goodbye
i can see the venom in your eyes

(th_secrets: thank you!)

pikchas speek a thousand words

"You're my favourite brother"
"I'm your only one, you idiot"

Tom Kaulitz = mich.

SORRY NO TAKERS
MINE

I LOVE REDEN!
Happy birthday Irene Liew. I know you love the lean green fighting machine <3 and the Tokio Hotel inspired notebook which makes you think of Georg haha!
"Who's the fat one?"
"You Georg Listing"

HAHAHA I LOVE MY LEAN GREEN FIGHTING MACHINE
Currently Irene is showing me pictures of Eric Dill. And Elizabeth is showing me pictures of Bill Kaulitz. And I am staring at Tom. And quarreling with my cousin because she is telling me that I am temporarily dysfunctioning.

TOM
tom
Tom
TOM.
YEAH BB<3

(my blog is so damn boring)